i am the monster hiding under your bed.

So basically. Why does everything I write start with a "so basically"? It's getting pretty annoying. I've been reading, a lot. I'm 300 pages into George R.R. Martins A clash of Kings. It's been awesome so far, a little bit better than A game of thrones. I bought the third book, A storm of swords and need to buy the next two. My friend gave me The Perks of Being a Wallflower, I soo want to read that one. I've been hanging out with my friends in the city for the last week (month/year) or so. It has been fun. Getting pretty bored, though. What else? Well, the food & music has been great this week. School still sucks, yes, I still want to run away into the woods and never come back. Fuck, I want to be 18. So I could have a drivers license and an old solid car. I could drive around Europe with a couple of friends. Just forget everything. Drink, write, party, sleep. I just want to write, but I lost my inspiration back in Autumn and I never got it back. I've been filling my head with all these words from these books. But every time I try to write...only shit comes out. I hate my school, I hate being put into a box, into this cage, and the adults tell me what to do. I SOUND LIKE AN ANGSTY TEENAGER. Fuck. It has been a bad day. A good week, a bad day. I was bored so I wrote here. Goodnight, I'm going to sleep, perhaps a higher being will grant me dreams and nightmares and I could write about them. Shit. 

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