i am the monster hiding under your bed.

So basically. Why does everything I write start with a "so basically"? It's getting pretty annoying. I've been reading, a lot. I'm 300 pages into George R.R. Martins A clash of Kings. It's been awesome so far, a little bit better than A game of thrones. I bought the third book, A storm of swords and need to buy the next two. My friend gave me The Perks of Being a Wallflower, I soo want to read that one. I've been hanging out with my friends in the city for the last week (month/year) or so. It has been fun. Getting pretty bored, though. What else? Well, the food & music has been great this week. School still sucks, yes, I still want to run away into the woods and never come back. Fuck, I want to be 18. So I could have a drivers license and an old solid car. I could drive around Europe with a couple of friends. Just forget everything. Drink, write, party, sleep. I just want to write, but I lost my inspiration back in Autumn and I never got it back. I've been filling my head with all these words from these books. But every time I try to write...only shit comes out. I hate my school, I hate being put into a box, into this cage, and the adults tell me what to do. I SOUND LIKE AN ANGSTY TEENAGER. Fuck. It has been a bad day. A good week, a bad day. I was bored so I wrote here. Goodnight, I'm going to sleep, perhaps a higher being will grant me dreams and nightmares and I could write about them. Shit. 

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please don’t let me fall.

have not been writing much. so sorry, I've been busy.

poetry is the rhythmical creation of beauty in words.

This is the first post about myself, the first thing: my name's Ben. I am fifteen years old, I live in a country in the north called Finland. I like reading, mystery/horror/crime/drama/fantasy, everything from these genres. There might be some typographical errors in here, because English isn't my mother tongue/first language even though I believe I can speak/write English fluently.
I love music, listen to almost everything, except r'n'b, classical, dubstep, electronic etc. My favorite bands/artists include: Nirvana, The Beatles, Arcade Fire, Modest Mouse, Marilyn Manson, Bon Iver, The Kills, The Dead Weather. I don't like writing about myself and do not know what the fuck I'm supposed to write here (sorry, don't curse much, okay, I do, but still, fuck). Blah. Waste of space. I like movies, all kinds, no, not porn. 
I made this blog 'cuz I was porn, bored, oops, did that on purpose. I like stretching my ears, have 10mm tunnels on both of my ears. I love tattoos, planning on taking many. Piercings are a part of my views of "beauty".  I love the 1950's and 60's. Oh god, rambling. Everyday I'm shuffling.
What do I want to do when I grow up?
That's the big question, that everyone seems to ask me. Well, basically, I'd like to write books that everyone is ashamed to read. Realistic Fiction. Violence. Bitch. I like to write. But yeah. Don't know nothing, no one's gonna read this. So goodnight, sleep tight.